Months ago, I had this feeling of emptiness. I can't define what is bothering me but I felt lonely somehow. It troubled me for quite a while. As days passed by, I am trying to identify where its coming from. A friend asked me, if I have problems within the family, I can't think of anything. I am happy when we are together but when I am alone, I am sure something is not right. I prayed so hard for the Lord's guidance.
One day after a meeting with my boss I told him about how i feel, knowing me for 7 years now, he told me I have to go to the US and visit my Mom. She is really ill. Having dialysis 3 times a week is not easy. But the Doctors said, it is prolonging her life. I just smiled and said, "Not on my plans but I have to apply for a visa." So I did and luckily I was granted a 10 year multiple visa by the US Embassy. After my sister learned about my visa, she booked for a flight immediately and before I knew it I am on a plane to Shanghai then to Los Angeles, California. That was June 9, 2014.
I could vividly remember while waiting for my brother to pick me up at the airport, I looked around and told myself..."Am I really here?" "Am I really stepping on the United States of America soil?" Feeling the cool breeze touched my skin I murmured..."I am one lucky soul!"
I had the same feeling Te Haze when I went to the US also, hahahahaha! Sayang lang di tayo nagsabay, charot!
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